Surviving & Thriving
Assalamualaikum everyone. Time flies really fast and now I'm in final year already?! I couldn't expect this happens very quick. Like wehh aku tak ready lagi nak habis degree. And now I start to doubt myself. Am I born to be in this field? Am I smart enough to be in this field? The most critical part is whether I am ready to be a pharmacist? I never imagined that I would be a pharmacy student since I was a child because my dream is just to be a teacher. Specifically a mathematics teacher. Why math? I also don't know. Genetics maybe. Unfortunately, life leads me on an unexpected journey. My heart chose pharmacy. And I don't know the answer until now. But I know He already planned what is the best for me. Orang lain rasa kita bijak dalam course ni tapi in real life "Ya Allah akulah manusia paling bo***". I'm always insecure with intelligent people. "Kenapalah aku tak bijak macam dia ek" is on my mind every single day and it's too painful sayi...