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No More Us🍂

 I miss who we used to be. It’s almost been 4 years since I started studying in Palam. I still remember the first time I came here,  completely alone, not knowing anyone. Luckily, I managed to survive. I'm grateful that I met kind people along the way. But sometimes, in the quiet moments, my mind drifts back to you. There was a time when we did everything together — from staying up late together, eating together, laughing over the dumbest things, hanging out like we had all the time in the world. We were always there for each other. But somewhere along the way, things changed.  It started when I ended up in a different course than you all. From then on, I started feeling left out — not intentionally at first, maybe. You all still had each other. And I was just... left behind. No more birthday wishes, no more random texts just to check up on me, no more of our usual silly chaos. From seeing or texting each other every single day, to maybe once, twice, o...

The worst homesick ever 😣😭

 🌸 Dear Me,   I know it’s not an easy day. I know your chest feels heavy and your eyes sting from holding back tears. But I’m proud of you — for waking up, for showing up, for choosing to be kind even when you’re breaking inside.   It’s okay to feel tired. It’s okay to cry. You don’t have to be strong all the time. Take a deep breath, let it out slowly, and remind yourself: you’ve survived 100% of your hardest days so far.   This feeling won’t last forever. One day soon, you’ll smile again — a real one, from your heart. Until then, rest when you need to. Heal at your own pace. Love yourself gently. With love,   💌 Your healing self