Letting This Out

 I’ve been keeping inside for a long time.

Over the past few years, I sometimes felt a bit left out, like when my birthday wasn’t remembered, while I saw others being celebrated. I know life gets busy and we all have our own paths now, but it did make me feel forgotten at times. I’m not saying this to blame anyone, I just felt like I needed to be honest about it instead of holding it in anymore.

However, I just want to say I’m truly grateful for the people I have around me now who made me feel special. It reminded me that even when  some friendships drift, there are still genuine people who care and show up for me. I just wanted to express this so I can move forward without holding onto these feelings anymore.

Sincerely,
Hanis Irdina

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